i have a lot in mind.the world.my family.my sister.my brother.my studies.the world again.muslim people.dajjal.yakjuj and makjuj.U.S.libyan.tehran.the revolutionist.the time.the future.the world again...and..the Creator.

Subhanallah..the most merciful..All praises is for You.

aku melihat beberapa orang menangis,,karena tak terima atas apa yang KAU kehendaki atas mereka..

sungguh mengherankan!!

aku juga mendengar banyak orang yang mengeluh atas ketidakadilan takdir yang KAU tulis dijalan yang mereka lalui..

sangat menggelikan!!

aku bahkan merasa terkadang akalku memberontak terhadap keputusan yang KAU tetapkan..

celakanya aku...

KAU sering memarahi aku,...

tapi marahMU tak pernah menyakitiku,

aku bahagia..karena marahMU makin membuatku mengenal CINTA lebih jauh...

setelah KAU marahi bodohku lalu KAU tersenyum..

senyumanMU justru semakin membuatku tergila-gila padaMU...

KAU telah pernah membunuhku...

membuatku merasakan kematian,

namun setelah aku KAU bangkitkan lagi,

aku justru bisa lebih mengenal lebih jauh siapa diriku..

KAU sering membuat aku menangis...

karena setelah tangisan-tangisan itu aku semakin menyadari kesalahan-kesalahan aku..

dan aku akhirnya tahu apa yang selanjutnya harus kuperbuat.

KAU juga sering membohongi aku..

tapi aku merasa bahagia setelah KAU bohongi aku...

karna di balik kebohongan itu ada keselamatan untuk aku..

KAU telah membutakan mata ku..

tapi kini hati ini bisa melihat lebih jelas,,

jadi tahu mana aku dan mana aku

KAU telah hancurkan semua angan-angan ku,

tapi kini aku tak lagi menjadi permainan angan-angan semu..

KAU telah merusak semua rencana-rencana yang sejak dulu kumiliki...

tapi aku tak mungkin merajuk,,

karena kini KAU ganti semua dengan rencana yang jauh lebih baik,,,

semua yang KAU tetapkan begitu sempurna...

lalu mengapa akalku sempat bersangka buruk terhadapMU??...

aaah...aku tahu....

pasti karena aku lalai dari-MU...

JELATANG

recently being bz with exams and tasks..

herm..came across one of friends' link,

and i think it is beneficial for us to always remind ourselves bout this..

to lower our ego and try to be humble as we are just a normal human being..

something good to share i guess..=)

ive linked the video here (ego and Islam...) its from youtube anyway..

theres a lot of videos and lectures from this ustaz nouman Ali khan so, please feel free to browse around..hehe.

Sayyedah,i MISS you SOO MUCH~

hehehe

have a look at this

ask,if u have any doubts or question.
ceh.cakap mcm pandai ngat nk menjawab kan kan.

Second part of this monday mourning here will updates u with the current situation in moscow and other parts in Russia. 3 days after the attack,Russian took revenge on muslims with hijab. They smacked almost currently 5 females in metro, and cops had done thorough checking on muslims handbags. Pathetically,most of them were seriously avoiding muslims and treating us like shit. Stares at us as they are seeing morons walking with guns and bombs all the time.
Yesterday,there were another 2 reports on bombing attack at south of Russia and north Caucasus. ---> this is where all the wars took place at the beginning. Based on UEA fact finding mission that ive read, there were times where Russian attacks Georgia for 5 days and had caused serious destruction, reaching levels of utter devastation in a number of towns and villages. But,the fighting didnt end the political war nor were any of the issues that lay beneath is resolved. It is totally a human tragedy..sad records of killing and other losses,intense suffering..with hopes and dreams that were shattered..Actions of revenge keeps coming..but..in a close look at the peoples motives,we shall understand their aspiration,even when we are not able to accept the means.
It was reported that the suicide bomber that bombs moscow train last monday had lost her family during the late war..and they were not exactly a muslim. They were said to be followers of one suffiism concept. Something that they called as Wahhabism. They were taught to do the sacrifical offerings and as for them, Muslims or christian that refuses this concept were should to be put to death. Back to the bombing attacks,those that happened in south Caucasus recently was said to be done by Chechen's militant. And at the same time, Russian attacked Dagestan, one village occupied by Muslims. This news,however was kept LOW and slow. Which is totally unfair. They are really playing with the politics..adding the mutual mistrust,hates,and rage of hatred towards Muslim...